"What do you want me to do for you then?"

IT WAS GREEN.
I saw this pretty, white top in Seventeen Magazine & it looked damn familiar.
Then the thought hit me this morning when I was flipping through it again.
"I saw that top on the rack a few months ago in KL."
& now, I'm beating myself for not getting it.
Sometimes, I really do hate myself.

DON'T BLINK, DON'T FROWN.
Individual photo session today in school.
Everyone was trying to look their best.
Her white shirt wasn't tucked in correctly, her blazer wasn't folded correctly,
her tie wasn't tied correctly.
My headband wasn't tight enough.
& I'm sure I looked horrible, like I always am.
But the photographer was funny.

I'm craving for some:


♥ JiaYun.
You just have to keep looking.

This is the most embarrassing day. EVER.

♡ JiaYun.
Empty love.

"Do you realise, there's something wrong with her lately?"
"She has always been like that."

ALWAYS WANTED ONE.
I spent my whole late afternoon watching Eagle Eye on HBO.
I forgot how much I loved this movie until I watched it again.
My emotions were on a roller coaster ride.
& to see how great of an actor he is, is just amazing.
He, Shia isn't one of those kids who grew up happily, because,
his father abused him mentally and physically when he was younger.
His dad used to dress him up as a clown and walked around the neighbourhood to earn money
because himself was just too busy smoking marijuana.
"My embarrassment factor didn't exist. I had fun, because I knew that in the middle of a performance my parents couldn't fight."
He was only 2.
This afternoon definitely rekindled my admiration for him.
Not forgetting, he's 5 feet 10".
Not bad, eh?

IT'S 2 WEEKS AWAY.
Chinese New Year is just around the corner.
We were planning,
we were thinking.
Where the hell are we going to spend our days?
I love holidays.
Especially festive ones.

How much, do you think, we need to bleed before we die?

♥ JiaYun.
With a lot of love.