Scream;Talk
Wednesday, 02 December 2009
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Currently
The Eraser
By Thom Yorke
Hearing Damage
see relatedMy music box is not broken, not destroyed. It is just not singing anymore.
"He's annoying."
"Oh, don't be mean."
"Okay, babe. Tell me honestly you don't think he's annoying."
SUPER WEDNESDAY.
Yes, movie tickets are cheaper on Wednesday.
Yes, Tuesday is Ladies' Day/Night.
Yes, I think they look better in red robes.
Yes, I think they look ugly shirtless.
Yes, I'm being bias.
& yes, I'm Team Edward.
=)
I NEED TO FEEL RICH.
I 'collected' the money back for my Mom.
I think she must be in a good mood because
She said, "Aiyahh, you keep la the money.
I can't stand looking at you like this."
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
& I wanted to get myself a small glittery Christmas tree.
But... I think feeling loaded with 30 bucks is much better.
JUST LOOK AT THE SKY.
Something is seriously wrong with the weather lately.
I wanted it to rain so badly so I don't have to walk my dog.
Why oh why.
It has been raining every evening but not today's.
Why oh why.
I hate dragging my dog because its so damn heavy
& it never goes the way I want it to go.
Bastard.
"This broken doll used to have a life, you know.
But it got stolen & noone ever wanted to get it back."
♥ JiaYun.
Possibly.
Friday, 27 November 2009
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Currently
Jane Eyre (Vintage Classics)
By Charlotte Bronte
see relatedBecause, really. We both know we don't deserve this.
"I'm bored."
"Me too. Let's go make iced lemon tea."
ICE-CREAM TREAT.
Novak, novak, novak.
He beat Nadal, again.
YAY!
Show them what you got, baby.
IGNORE&MOVEON.
Hah, I'm hearing so many bad things bout you lately.
My perspective towards you is changing.
NOT GOOD.
There's nothing I can do.
WATER AND MORE WATER.
Went to JJ today with my mom to get some gifts.
It was raining so damn heavily.
JJ is starting to sell Christmas trees, it's about time.
I took a glance at the prices and I was like, WTH??
Since when Christmas trees are so cheap already?
Trust me, it was much more expensive years back.
Maybe it's because of the economical crises.
funny.
We bumped into some guy who knows my mom,
but my mom doesn't remember knowing him.
He asked, "Eh, are you korean?" to me.
Nick and Bryan will completely agree with him, really.
& maybe Ben too.
Ah.
I look nothing like them.
♥ JiaYun.
A few more hours.
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
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Currently
Fast Times at Barrington High
By The Academy Is...
Winter Passing
see relatedI got it right the second time, I'm better with seconds, bad with firsts.
"Am I that good?"
"Ah. Stop making it sounds like it's a good thing."
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I find comfort in blogging late at night.
Maybe because the world is still and quiet at this time,
& I can think clearly without any distractions.
TONIGHT IS A GOOD NIGHT.
We laughed, we talked, we had fun.
Last day of tuition for the year,
a good way to end it,
a bad thing to happen.
I'M SURPRISED.
When you read this,
you probably already know.
Thank you for all the time you've given to me.
I can't decide what I'll miss most about you.
The way you just listen and listen and the way
you just let me talk and talk, are tied at the first place.
But I don't have to decide as I'll never lost you.
Thank you for all the things you've said to me.
They don't turn day into night, but at least they made the clouds pour rain.
You know I prefer moonlight over sunshine,
and raindrop over sunlight.
I'm nothing like what you said I am,
but I've learnt to just accept whatever you said I am.
thankie, like how we would say it.
♥ JiaYun.
No, I'm not super. This is just way more fun.
Sunday, 22 November 2009
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Currently
The Palace - aka. Princess Hours [Full Drama Box Set]
see relatedToday will be a beautiful day, I will dance & cry.
"Was it fun?"
"Yes. It was. Lots of hot guys too."
FRIDAY NIGHT.
I was so tired after coming back
but my parents made me go out for dinner.
Ate a lot of spicy food though I can't really take them.
So I ended up puking my guts out the whole night long.
It felt disgusting, it tasted disgusting, I felt disgusted.
but I still can't get you out of my mind.
SATURDAY MORNING.
Where's the beach, where's the pool?
I'm back home.
I miss rockin' hard.
SUNDAY NOON.
Went out to have pizza for lunch.
Used my coupon, at last.
My parents said,
"You should stop eating so much, girl.
You gained weight already."
I stuffed more garlic bread into my mouth.
Now they are ordering me to exercise.
Parents, always so paranoid and annoying.
♥ JiaYun.
outdated.
Yes, I'm rewatching Goong.
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
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Currently
The Fray
By The Fray
see relatedYou're nothing but a paradox living in a technicolor utopia.
"For tonight, I will protect and side her."
"You're making me feel bad now."
"That's the whole point."
WHEN NOVEMBER ENDS.
Today is my last day of school.
I'm overcome with acute nostalgia for the days in school.
This wasn't the best year I had,
probably one of the worst.
The best part was the great classmates who are ever so happy.
We work like a group, we play like a group.
& that's all that really mattered.
I was having a panic attack in class,
wondering how it will be like next year,
with a new class, probably with some new classmates too.
We felt some unspoken sadness from each other
when we were talking bout this.
Time changes people.
LIKE ROCK & ROLL.
I have to keep reminding myself to breathe.
I feel like taking a hot shower,
feeling the piercing hot water scalding my skin.
& watch my skin turns red.
That's how excited I am.
♥ JiaYun.
I'm wondering where my mind is,
& if I've lost it.
Friday, 13 November 2009
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Currently
Love Actually (Widescreen Edition)
By Hugh Grant, Liam Neeson, Colin Firth, Laura Linney, Emma Thompson
see relatedStart. Stop. Repeat. Stop. Start. Stop. Repeat. Stop.
"If I can't stand it I will go down."
"What? You'll go down?"
DISAPPEAR/VANISH.
I lost track of thetime, date, day for a long time now.
This is what notstudying,playingaround,
daydreaming do to me.
& to everyone else.
we're falling together.
But that's okay with me.
It reduces the time of impact, which reduces the impulsive force.
& that reduces the pain and hurt.
DA DUMDUM DA DUMDUM.
Some people call this living, some people.
They call facing challenges, obstacles, problems as living.
They call having their caffeine fix first thing in the morning,
doing their job and then come home as living.
They say having arguments, being judged and feeling insecure
is living.
I call them routines.
Breathe, love, enjoy, slow down, procrastinate, dream.
& routines are boring and lifeless.
FRIDAY FRIDAY.
Did a presentation today with Juli for the first time.
I'm kinda of proud of myself. =)
Bio teacher wasn't here today and we spent our time
talking and laughing. like usual.
Nothing much changed, or everything changed.
I don't know.
♥
Sorry Ez, for talking bout caffeine. but I'm trying to make a point.
=)
♥JiaYun.
if our hearts sang together.
Monday, 09 November 2009
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Currently
Brand New Eyes
By Paramore
The Only Exception
see relatedIt's time, don't you think? For us to realize there's no more tomorrows.
"Keep this paper for me, just in case."
"Why?"
"I won't be here anymore."
What I'm thinking/doing when there's only silence.
one.
I drown myself into all the little moments that I had.
It's always nice to take a few steps back to stare into the past.
like all those times we would sit in group to laugh/talk/complain
or just to fill each other in on didyouknow's and guesswhat's.
I will not allow myself to ask, "What happened to us now?"
two.
I think it's time for me to confess that I've been wondering
how everyone is doing.
I don't like not knowing things, it's frustrating.
But we're not the type who go around asking, 'How are you?'
just for the sake of asking.
Maybe it's time for us to change before we lose the 'you' and 'I' in 'us'.
three.
I just sit in silence enjoying the silence before it becomes overbearing.
Sometimes I get lost in thoughts and I hate it when I have to snap
back into reality, back into silence.
I have to start making sure there are noises wherever I go.
I think I'm breaking this habit of mine subconsciously.
four.
I should start updating my 'twit' more.
I always, always type something into that box that allow you to type in your thoughts,
but I tend to delete what I've typed to type again,
only to let myself do it over again until I give up.
It's always too personal or too notmakingsenseatall.
Maybe I should start making sense and not get too personal.
five.
I'm trying to come up with a 'five' coz I hate stopping at 'four'.
Perhaps because I hate even numbers or I'm just being superstitious.
So this is my 'five'.
I start coming up with reasons to comfort my own feelings.
It's a bit selfish but everyone does it.
Debate's tomorrow, I mean today.
Modern science does more harm than good towards animals.
Good luck.
♥JiaYun.
you'remyexception.
Friday, 06 November 2009
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Tagged ♥
Didn't know I was tag until Siew Yee decided to skype-d me to tell me.
God. I don't really like doing this sort of thing,
So be damn pleased, bitch.
♥ I added those cute lil clubs, ♣ =)
1. Who was your last text from?
♣ Wang.
02. Where was your default picture taken?
♣ At home. Lol.
03. Your relationship status?
♣ Single but complicated.
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
♣ Yes. =(
05. What is your current mood?
♣ Kind of rock&roll-ish.
06. How many siblings do you have?
♣ 2 lil brothers.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
♣ Jian and Chin.
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
♣ In Rock&Republic store.
09. Have a crazy side?
♣ Do I?
10. Ever had a near death experience?
♣ Er. Not really.
11. Something you do a lot?
♣ Living in denial.
12. Angry at anyone?
♣ Was angry at someone.
13. What stopped you from going for the person you used to like?
♣ It died. The feelings went away.
14. When was the last time you cried?
♣ This morning.
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
♣ I guess, for now.
16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
♣ About sleeping? Who remembers this kind of stuff when you're
on the verge of sleeping?
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
♣ Dad. He asked if I was home.
18. What is your favorite song?
♣ Currently - Fires by Band of Skulls
19. What are you doing right now?
♣ Waiting to watch Phineas&Ferb.
20. Who do you trust right now?
♣ Right now, close ones.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing now?
♣ It's a gift. =)
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
♣ No.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
♣ Johnson. LOL.
24. Describe your life in one word?
♣ Different.
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
♣ Dad.
26. What should you be doing right now?
♣ Working on my Bio folio.
27. What are you listening to?
♣ Closer - Kings of Leon.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
♣ Er. I don't remember. We're not huggers.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
♣ Hah, Eunice.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
♣ No. I don't know.
31. What is your natural hair color?
♣ This is my natural hair color.
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
♣ Mom, she was being clumsy.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
♣ MY BIO TEACHER.
34. What do you hear?
♣ Motorcycle.
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
♣ Straight, curly, straight.
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
♣ Don't think so. LOL.
37. Do you have a best friend?
♣ Yup.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
♣ Yes, my bro. HAHA.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
♣ Sometimes, often, yes.
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
♣ Yea, course.
41. Are you happy with life right now?
♣ I don't know. It's hard.
42. Are you currently jealous?
♣ Er. NO?
43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
♣ My colorful anklet.
44. What were you doing on friday night
♣ Today is a friday. Tonight I'm staying in.
45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
♣ I guess so.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
♣ I hope it didn't break into tiny pieces.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
♣ YES.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
♣ My tummyache. =(
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
♣ Around 12 ish. Fell asleep reading Hunted.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
♣ No. I don't date much. LOL.
♥ JiaYun.
Blog later. This deserves a post on its own.
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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Currently
Music for Men
By Gossip
Love and Let Love
see relatedInhaling the smoke of the burnt letters, like drugs.
"Listen to him talking bout knife."
"Stop telling people bout my knife."
CLOTHES&FASHION.
Another jacket, another overall.
I AM HAPPY.
I know it's wet and humid here all year round,
but I like my longsleevedshirts,jackets,cardiganandjumpers.
7 HOURS EVERY DAY.
School, we have a love/hate relationship.
It feels great sometimes,
it feels like it's suffocating us, other times.
another 2 more weeks to go.
& we can sleep in late until noon if we like.
Or never sleep at all as we will have plenty time to rest later on.
OFBANGKOK&ELEPHANTS.
Juli will be going off to Bangkok tomorrow.
Hope you'll enjoy yourself and get yourself some shopping done in those
amazing bazaar I love so much.
& get drunk with those cheap alcohol,
some foot/body massages,
taking the LRT and cab.
& never forgetting visiting the Central.
=)
♥ JiaYun.
black, purple, brown, red.
Friday, 30 October 2009
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Currently
Kiss With A Fist
By Florence and the Machine
see relatedLeaving behind the October air that refuses to leave my soul.
'am i really that short?'
'nah. its just that they're taller than you are.'
finally.
exams are over and done with.
as is tradition, went out after school. serene is the best shopping partner. period.
we watched jennifer's body, after waiting so long.
and.
it was disappointing.
seriously.
it looked like a mix of movies like i am legend.
we had a popcorn fight in the cinema.
someone was being immature, and it wasn't serene.
my fingernails are long.
who cares.
and serene has tiny fingernails. i couldn't even paint it with nail polish.
lets do it again.
d'accord, mon cherie.=)
♥JiaYun.
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- Name: JiaYun
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 8/26/2007
My Escape
Pulse
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There's nothing wrong with love.
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I want to fall asleep so i can dream of you.
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I feel sleepy all the time.
