Scream;Talk

Monday, 09 November 2009

  • Currently
    Brand New Eyes
    By Paramore
    The Only Exception
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    It's time, don't you think? For us to realize there's no more tomorrows.

    "Keep this paper for me, just in case."
    "Why?"
    "I won't be here anymore."

    What I'm thinking/doing when there's only silence.

    one.
    I drown myself into all the little moments that I had.
    It's always nice to take a few steps back to stare into the past.
    like all those times we would sit in group to laugh/talk/complain
    or just to fill each other in on didyouknow's and guesswhat's.
    I will not allow myself to ask, "What happened to us now?"

    two.
    I think it's time for me to confess that I've been wondering
    how everyone is doing.
    I don't like not knowing things, it's frustrating.
    But we're not the type who go around asking, 'How are you?'
    just for the sake of asking.
    Maybe it's time for us to change before we lose the 'you' and 'I' in 'us'.

    three.
    I just sit in silence enjoying the silence before it becomes overbearing.
    Sometimes I get lost in thoughts and I hate it when I have to snap
    back into reality, back into silence.
    I have to start making sure there are noises wherever I go.
    I think I'm breaking this habit of mine subconsciously.

    four.
    I should start updating my 'twit' more.
    I always, always type something into that box that allow you to type in your thoughts,
    but I tend to delete what I've typed to type again,
    only to let myself do it over again until I give up.
    It's always too personal or too notmakingsenseatall.
    Maybe I should start making sense and not get too personal.

    five.
    I'm trying to come up with a 'five' coz I hate stopping at 'four'.
    Perhaps because I hate even numbers or I'm just being superstitious.
    So this is my 'five'.
    I start coming up with reasons to comfort my own feelings.
    It's a bit selfish but everyone does it.

    Debate's tomorrow, I mean today.
    Modern science does more harm than good towards animals.
    Good luck.

    ♥JiaYun.
    you'remyexception.

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Tagged ♥

    Didn't know I was tag until Siew Yee decided to skype-d me to tell me.
    God. I don't really like doing this sort of thing,
    So be damn pleased, bitch.
    ♥ I added those cute lil clubs, ♣ =)

    1. Who was your last text from?
    ♣ Wang.

    02. Where was your default picture taken?
    ♣ At home. Lol.

    03. Your relationship status?
    ♣ Single but complicated.

    04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
    ♣ Yes. =(

    05. What is your current mood?
    ♣ Kind of rock&roll-ish.

    06. How many siblings do you have?
    ♣ 2 lil brothers.

    07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
    ♣ Jian and Chin.

    08. Where do you wish you were right now?
    ♣ In Rock&Republic store.

    09. Have a crazy side?
    ♣ Do I?

    10. Ever had a near death experience?
    ♣ Er. Not really.

    11. Something you do a lot?
    ♣ Living in denial.

    12. Angry at anyone?
    ♣ Was angry at someone.

    13. What stopped you from going for the person you used to like?
    ♣ It died. The feelings went away.

    14. When was the last time you cried?
    ♣ This morning.

    15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
    ♣ I guess, for now.

    16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
    ♣ About sleeping? Who remembers this kind of stuff when you're
    on the verge of sleeping?

    17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
    ♣ Dad. He asked if I was home.

    18. What is your favorite song?
    ♣ Currently - Fires by Band of Skulls

    19. What are you doing right now?
    ♣ Waiting to watch Phineas&Ferb.

    20. Who do you trust right now?
    ♣ Right now, close ones.

    21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing now?
    ♣ It's a gift. =)

    22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
    ♣ No.

    23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
    ♣ Johnson. LOL.

    24. Describe your life in one word?
    ♣ Different.

    25. Who are you thinking of right now?
    ♣ Dad.

    26. What should you be doing right now?
    ♣ Working on my Bio folio.

    27. What are you listening to?
    ♣ Closer - Kings of Leon.

    28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
    ♣ Er. I don't remember. We're not huggers.

    29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
    ♣ Hah, Eunice.

    30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
    ♣ No. I don't know.

    31. What is your natural hair color?
    ♣ This is my natural hair color.

    32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
    ♣ Mom, she was being clumsy.

    33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
    ♣ MY BIO TEACHER.

    34. What do you hear?
    ♣ Motorcycle.

    35. Is your hair curly or straight?
    ♣ Straight, curly, straight.

    36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
    ♣ Don't think so. LOL.

    37. Do you have a best friend?
    ♣ Yup.

    38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
    ♣ Yes, my bro. HAHA.

    39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
    ♣ Sometimes, often, yes.

    40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
    ♣ Yea, course.

    41. Are you happy with life right now?
    ♣ I don't know. It's hard.

    42. Are you currently jealous?
    ♣ Er. NO?

    43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
    ♣ My colorful anklet.

    44. What were you doing on friday night
    ♣ Today is a friday. Tonight I'm staying in.

    45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
    ♣ I guess so.

    46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
    ♣ I hope it didn't break into tiny pieces.

    47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
    ♣ YES.

    48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
    ♣ My tummyache. =(

    49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
    ♣ Around 12 ish. Fell asleep reading Hunted.

    50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
    ♣ No. I don't date much. LOL.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    Blog later. This deserves a post on its own.

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • Currently
    Music for Men
    By Gossip
    Love and Let Love
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    Inhaling the smoke of the burnt letters, like drugs.

    "Listen to him talking bout knife."
    "Stop telling people bout my knife."

    CLOTHES&FASHION.
    Another jacket, another overall.
    I AM HAPPY.
    I know it's wet and humid here all year round,
    but I like my longsleevedshirts,jackets,cardiganandjumpers.

    7 HOURS EVERY DAY.
    School, we have a love/hate relationship.
    It feels great sometimes,
    it feels like it's suffocating us, other times.
    another 2 more weeks to go.
    & we can sleep in late until noon if we like.
    Or never sleep at all as we will have plenty time to rest later on.

    OFBANGKOK&ELEPHANTS.
    Juli will be going off to Bangkok tomorrow.
    Hope you'll enjoy yourself and get yourself some shopping done in those
    amazing bazaar I love so much.
    & get drunk with those cheap alcohol,
    some foot/body massages,
    taking the LRT and cab.
    & never forgetting visiting the Central.
    =)

    ♥ JiaYun.
    black, purple, brown, red.

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • Currently
    Kiss With A Fist
    By Florence and the Machine
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    Leaving behind the October air that refuses to leave my soul.

    'am i really that short?'
    'nah. its just that they're taller than you are.'

    finally.
    exams are over and done with.
    as is tradition, went out after school. serene is the best shopping partner. period.
    we watched jennifer's body, after waiting so long.
    and.
    it was disappointing.
    seriously.
    it looked like a mix of movies like i am legend.
    we had a popcorn fight in the cinema.
    someone was being immature, and it wasn't serene.
    my fingernails are long.
    who cares.
    and serene has tiny fingernails. i couldn't even paint it with nail polish.
     

    lets do it again.
    d'accord, mon cherie.=)

    ♥JiaYun.


Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • Currently
    Elizabeth - The Golden Age (Widescreen Edition)
    By Cate Blanchett, Geoffry Rush, Clive Owen, Samantha Morton
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    Ring around the rosy, a pocket full of poises, ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

    "& they all say it's gonna get easier."

    What I think is,
    We all have habits.
    Bad habits, good habits, bad habits.
    "Habits make who you are."
    I have a habit of biting my thumb.
    I just sink my teeth into my thumb
    & let the blood stains my skin.
    I don't do it often but it is a habit.
    I have a habit of leaving the tv/radio on.
    Whenever I'm in a room,
    I need white noises to fill the emptiness.
    The silence is over rated, especially you're alone.
    I have a habit of not listening.
    I know they are talking but I just can't hear what they are saying.
    I tend to ask people to repeat what they say.
    It's not that I'm not interested.
    I just wasn't listening.
    I have a habit of drinking cold water in the morning.,
    first thing in the morning.
    I like the way the coldness of the water
    burns the dryness of my throat.
    & the feel of the liquid running down my trachea.
    I have a habit of leaving people aside.
    It's not on purpose, this is just how I am.
    Give me time, I will come back to you if I leave you.
    I just don't realize it.

    Bad habits, good habits, bad habits.
    They make me imperfect,
    But imperfect is interesting.
    & interesting is flawed.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    I like the way you say, "gorgeous".

Friday, 23 October 2009

  • Currently
    The Reminder
    By Feist
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    The world will keep turning because it doesn't stop for no catastrophe.

    "Read Group 17."
    "Why?"
    "It's gonna come out."

    A BEAUTIFUL DEATH.
    "Let's not talk about it.
    It's friday."
    "Yes!"
    Chemistry.
    Yea.
    Like hell.

    LIKE A DOG.
    I keep forgetting where my cellphone is.
    I think I need to ring my cellphone almost everyday.
    I guess I should get a leash for my phone.
    LOL.

    IT'S A FRIDAY.
    Probably gonna stay in tonight.
    I need a therapy.
    & A night in to watch movie is just what I need.
    Feel like watching The Lake House, again.
    =)

    TELL ME SOMETHING.
    It has been months but I still miss you like hell, ma.
    Those happy times.
    Likelike the time you let me stay up late to watch
    Bambi over and over again.
    You used to bring me to Uncle Tommy's place every weekend.
    You used to bring me to ride on a hot air balloon.
    I remembered shouting and screaming on the way up to the
    friendly blue sky.
    You hit me and asked me to shut up.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    3 more years, and we can meet again.


Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • Currently
    Signs
    By Bloc Party
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    No I won't cry, I won't cry over this.

    "Try this. Is this enough?"
    "Omg. Is it tomato?"
    "No. There's chillies."

    EXAM. EXAM.
    2nd week of exam.
    It feels like I'm supposed to be freaking out but I'm not.
    Daniel used to say, "You'll screw up anyway. Why bother?"
    Yea right. I'm not the one who's so damn successful now.
    I'm taking this slowly now.
    Maybe it'll help?

    THE FUTURE IS A SCARY PLACE.
    Was talking to my 'girlfriend' bout this.
    We're practically doomed.
    But you'll save me when I need you right?
    Ah. You're always the sweetest.
    =)

    SHUT UP AND LISTEN.
    Everyone is having a problem with her.
    She's having problem with everyone.
    But things are just getting interesting.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    ohohohohoh.

Monday, 12 October 2009

Friday, 09 October 2009

  • Currently
    Elephants...Teeth Sinking Into Heart (2 CD)
    By Rachael Yamagata
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    They say we are different; they all say they are different.

    "I didn't see her for so many days."
    "One more week to go."

    WE WILL GROW.
    Somehow everything feels normal again.
    Like nothing has changed, like we didn't change.
    Maybe we were so caught up with ourselves.
    Like being trap in a bubble without knowing
    when it is going to burst.

    MANHATTAN.
    No eggs, no cake.
    Forgot to get eggs to bake.
    Mom was in a terrible mood, she didn't bother to get them.
    I guess I just have to wait till tomorrow.

    LIKE A DAILY ROUTINE.
    I think we are so busy with everything around us,
    we forget to be grateful with what we have.
    & all the happy, good memories.
    Take some time, think about it.
    there wil be more ♥.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    It doesn't take much time.

Monday, 05 October 2009

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