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Monday, 08 February 2010

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    Nights in Rodanthe
    By Richard Gere, Diane Lane
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    What do I have to do to be able to steal your beautiful, dark self?

    "What do you want me to do for you then?"

    IT WAS GREEN.
    I saw this pretty, white top in Seventeen Magazine & it looked damn familiar.
    Then the thought hit me this morning when I was flipping through it again.
    "I saw that top on the rack a few months ago in KL."
    & now, I'm beating myself for not getting it.
    Sometimes, I really do hate myself.

    DON'T BLINK, DON'T FROWN.
    Individual photo session today in school.
    Everyone was trying to look their best.
    Her white shirt wasn't tucked in correctly, her blazer wasn't folded correctly,
    her tie wasn't tied correctly.
    My headband wasn't tight enough.
    & I'm sure I looked horrible, like I always am.
    But the photographer was funny.

    I'm craving for some:
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    ♥ JiaYun.
    You just have to keep looking.

Saturday, 06 February 2010

Friday, 05 February 2010

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    Folie A Deux
    By Fall Out Boy
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    Party on Friday, not. We need more colours of energy.

    "What the hell are you doing?"
    "I don't know."

    BIG LIGHTS WILL INSPIRE YOU.
    Bad day today.
    Nothing goes right.
    I almost fell when I was running.
    My paper tore when I was rushing.
    I had sauce all over me when I was having lunch.
    What the hell.

    THE CALENDER OF CHINESE.
    This is the year of tiger.
    One of the 12 zodiacs.
    She looked like a tiger, with that horrible sense of style & super dry, super frizzy hair.
    She laughed, then she laughed & we laughed too.

    NO MORE MACEDONIA NUTS.
    Ever since she left.
    I feel hungry.
    This is my way of saying,
    I need FOOD.
    & I'm damn hungry.
    It twists my stomach really uncomfortably.

    I want a new york skylight on a wall in my room.
    Or, Paris.
    Get them for me, please?

    ♥ JiaYun.
    sea horse.

Tuesday, 02 February 2010

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    Evil Urges
    By My Morning Jacket
    Where To Begin
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    How can anyone not love your cold, black heart that doesn't beat for a life?

    "Do you realise, there's something wrong with her lately?"
    "She has always been like that."

    ALWAYS WANTED ONE.
    I spent my whole late afternoon watching Eagle Eye on HBO.
    I forgot how much I loved this movie until I watched it again.
    My emotions were on a roller coaster ride.
    & to see how great of an actor he is, is just amazing.
    He, Shia isn't one of those kids who grew up happily, because,
    his father abused him mentally and physically when he was younger.
    His dad used to dress him up as a clown and walked around the neighbourhood to earn money
    because himself was just too busy smoking marijuana.
    "My embarrassment factor didn't exist. I had fun, because I knew that in the middle of a performance my parents couldn't fight."
    He was only 2.
    This afternoon definitely rekindled my admiration for him.
    Not forgetting, he's 5 feet 10".
    Not bad, eh?

    IT'S 2 WEEKS AWAY.
    Chinese New Year is just around the corner.
    We were planning,
    we were thinking.
    Where the hell are we going to spend our days?
    I love holidays.
    Especially festive ones.

    How much, do you think, we need to bleed before we die?

    ♥ JiaYun.
    With a lot of love.

Friday, 29 January 2010

Saturday, 23 January 2010

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    Fashionably Late
    By Honor Society
    Over You
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    Stay tucked under those coffee/alcohol/kisses/lies-stained blankets. He will come get you.

    "Is that the heart?"
    "Yeah."
    "It looks like a tiny piece of jelly."

    6 DAYS IN A ROW.
    We had school today.
    We had biology class today.
    We had to dissect frogs today.
    I think the reasons why everyone came to school today
    were because of the dissection
    & also maybe because we get extra merit points for attending school.
    It wasn't all that bad for me until.. I saw the frog lying right in front of me.
    I had to pick it up to wash the frog a lil from the mud.
    It wasn't all that bad until I had to slice that motionless thing into half.
    It was all that bad until it was pronounced dead by me.
    My teacher told us she used to eat frogs when she was little
    but not anymore.
    Maybe this is one of the smaller sacrifices you have to make if you want to be
    a biology teacher.
    Don't cry, darling. Everything will be alright.

    EVERYTHING RED.
    Because we didn't do it last year, we have to do it this year.
    My parents want to hang the whole house with bright, red lanterns.
    Noone is going to come to our house but that didn't stop them from
    buying new lanterns just now.
    Now, the living hall is filled with boxes of lanterns.
    Yes, boxes.


    A FEW YEARS&COUNTING.
    If he didn't bring him up.
    & if I'm right.
    I've not thought bout him for almost a week.
    This is actually.
    Getting better.

    BECAUSE HE ASKED FOR IT.

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    ♥ JiaYun.
    No envy.

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

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    Happiness
    By Goldfrapp
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    You can smell the friction in the air when we are all trapped in this place.

    "What was he telling you?"
    "I'm sorry. I blacked out for a moment."

    CHOCOLATE CHIPS WITH MORE CHOCOLATE.
    I was eating creme crepe for lunch
    & a small piece fell and dropped on my wrist.
    So I just picked that piece up with my mouth.
    My mom asked out of sudden, "Are you a good kisser?"
    OMG.
    I told her no, I don't know if I am.
    She said, "You're so delicate with your lips, so you should be good."
    OMG OMG.
    She doesn't make sense sometimes but I know what she meant, don't you?
    But it was a weird moment.

    A 15 MINUTE DRIVE.
    Another weird moment occurred when she was driving me to tuition.
    I was a bit earlier than usual today, so she asked me in the car.
    "You're early today. Is there any hot guys in tuition?"
    OMG again.
    I answered her with with a i-don't-know.
    She said, "You know, you don't have to like a hot guy, he just has to be tall & have
    some sort of a good stance. That's why I married your dad. He's not hot. But he's tall
    & he looks smart when he stands up."
    OMGOMGOMG.
    I nervously laughed and tried to figure out what's her hidden intentions.
    I failed.
    Someone, please save me from this all.

    COLOUR-COORDINATED.
    They were wearing orange,
    They were wearing grey,
    They were wearing red.
    I was wearing blue.
    I was so out of the picture.
    He was avoiding her,
    She was looking for him.
    I was watching their every moves.
    I don't make sense sometimes, too.

    GREEN, RED, BLUE.
    My classmates are avoiding me.
    As I keep chasing them for their money.
    It's not my fault.
    It's just my job.

    A few more days until Dylana reach Asia.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    You're killing me.

Monday, 18 January 2010

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    Can't Love, Can't Hurt
    By Augustana
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    You disappeared before I could catch you.

    "This is expensive."
    "No, it's just a few bucks more."
    "Yea, it's expensive."
    "Just a few bucks more & you're doing something for the earth."

    LET'S GO GREEN.
    Let's start doing our part for the earth.
    You can start by using recycled papers.
    The process of making recycled papers is actually more complicated
    than just making new ones out of trees, so recycled papers will cost more.
    But think about it, just a few more bucks & you're reducing the amount
    of wastage and rubbish, therefore saving mother nature.
    There's so many things you can do daily.
    Just go google them and start acting out your part.
    This message is inspired by the people who kept mocking my brown-ish recycled exam pad.
    You know who you are, love.


    JUST STAND STILL, DON'T FAINT.
    We had our usual monday's long assembly.
    & the principal was being very pissy and started pointing out girls who turned to the back or to
    the sides to talk to their friends.
    What happened to the freedom of speech?
    & our moral teacher was also very pissy this morning & started scolding us for no apparent reasons.
    What happened to justice?

    I'm craving for a glass of iced-cold teh tarik.
    It is one of Malaysia' delicacies,
    which reminds me of,
    there's this blogger person named Dylana from California who will be travelling
    to Asia and will be also dropping by Malaysia for a lil while.
    I hope you will try some teh tariks!
    & no, a scarf is not needed here in Malaysia coz the climate is too damn humid and hot.

    THERE'S 13, NOT 12.
    So I told my mom that SuJu will be coming to KL in March,
    & she went, "Really, who is going?"
    So I named everyone I know who is going she started going on and on
    about how crazy those people/fans are.
    SEEE. Like I expected.
    No flailing, no excitement.
    Just pure mumbling.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    We went far enough.

Saturday, 16 January 2010

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    I Will
    By MoZella
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    We are like those sleepless lovers who only reveal in the dark.

    "Did you pass?"
    "Oh, I don't know."

    A DIME IN A DOZEN.
    I can't believe this,
    so I'm sure you can't believe this either.
    I GOT PERFECT SCORE FOR THE UNDANG TEST.
    Like no mistakes at all.
    OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
    I was like. "WHATT?" when I got the result paper 'cause I wasn't
    looking at the screen.
    But I have to say, the paper is easy la.
    Wasted my time flipping through that thick notes.
    This is prove.

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    Yes, I am damn proud of myself, if you haven't notice.

    LIKE HOW SNAKES REMOVE THEIR SKIN.
    I think it's time for a change for my blog.
    It's starting to feel old and familiar.
    Nowadays people like new shiny things right?
    If I have the time, I'll do something more drastic because it takes a lot of time
    to make my blog beautiful.
    I never cared about what people think, this is not the time for me to change.

    I SWEAR, IT'S NOT YOU.
    I'm taking a lot of sips out of that bottle.
    & I'm feeling a lil high.
    I am avoiding my homework.
    There's too much to be done.
    screamscreamyellyellscream.

    I hope it rains.

    ♥ JiaYun.
    Don't walk in.