"Did you just win?'
"I think I did."

TIGHTS CRAZE.
I want those tights!
I was viewing a few fashion blogs
& most of the models have tights on.
It's so damn gorgeous.
AHHHH.
Okay, don't mind me.

MIDNIGHT PLEASURE.
I am in my room.
I have my teevee switched on.
& I turned to the teevee just now
& I saw this preview of a new show.
& OMG IT'S GLEE.
Can anyone please join my excitement?
Yes, I mean you, Ez.
LOL.

LIKE THE OTHER DAYS.
I am not feeling good.
My fingers are ice cold.
I think I'm feeling nervous.
& damn, I have to cut my nails.

I've finished all of her work in 2 days.
Cheers!

♥ JiaYun.
Stupid mosquitoes.

"Oh, you're his friend right?"
"Yes. Yes, I am."

OHH-LA-LA.
My first love = clothes.
Gorgeous, beautiful clothes.
& now I have to give them away for charity.
AHHHHHHH.
I love my clothes a lil too much to let them go.
Including those misfits & damaged.
But it's all for a good cause right?
Just breathe, just breathe.

OLD IN TOWN.
We had our New Year dinner with family.
It was in Moven Peak, Greentown.
Our family portrait.
HAHA.


Some of the light deco there.


I suggested to my mom that
since I've given away some of my old clothes,
it's only appropriate to get me new ones.
& I think it's her way of agreeing with me as she
has been bringing me to JJ 3 days in a row.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Got a new cardi & a few shirts.
Most of them from Mango.
♥s.

I am uploading Sean's vid.
Like OMG.
You have to watch on my fb.
I think he's very excited with his new fb acc.
3 more mins and it will be up for everyone to see.
No camera shy at all.

♥ JiaYun.
I don't want to talk anymore.

"What time will you be coming back?"
"Not sure yet."
"Tell me fast or I will end up fetching you real late."

PRETTY GOOD, PRETTY GREAT.
It's the 30th.
I want time to stop.
Those people who go,
"I'm waiting for you 2010.
Hello, 2010 bye, 2009"
are just pure idiots.
This year was good.
Alot of good music, good food, good gigs.
Alot of good gossips, good shows, good fashion.
For example,
Yeah Yeah Yeahs' album was great,
the world has discovered Zee Avi's brilliant talent though
she's a Malaysian who never thought this will happen to her
& of course leather pants with sky high boots.
OHH & those great 15Malaysia short films,
pretty androgynous-boyfriend-blazers,
my rekindled love for Miss Selfridges' clothes.
♥s.

JUST ONE MORE TIME.
Yes, this has been a pretty great year.
The only thing not-great-at-all about this year is, of course
the death of my dear beloved grandma.
She will always be loved & the memories of her will
always stay at our homes like she never left us.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE.
My uncle is back from S'pore for the new year.
He promised to get me something as my pressie.
HAH.
My dad's coming home tomorrow from KL.
He said, "Don't talk so much on the phone.
Do you know how hard was it to get through the line?"
DAMN.

♥ JiaYun.
Who can forget the first HardRock hotel in Penang?

"She's good too."
"Yea, I guess."

ALMOST 2AM.
So my parents are finally backkk.
Nothing much except some fleece scarfs.
They made me sneeze like crazy.
& one backpack which my mom isn't sure if it's authentic or
a replica coz she said she got it from a boutique shop
at a very good price.
I'm going to let myself believe it's a replica.
Such good things cannot happen to my mom
since she kept scolding me for not swiping the kitchen top,
for not using the right detergent, for not mopping the floor everyday.

JUST LIKE A ROUTINE.
I should be doing something productive, like maybe
some studying & trying to finish up my work.
But I am doing just nothing.
Plain nothing.
What I want to do is not what I should do.
GOD.

WE WERE ALMOST THERE.
She said I'm too stubborn.
She said I need to not let it get to me.
She said I..
Oh just shut up.



I was inspired by someone who wants to inspire.
With as much love I'm capable of giving.

♥ JiaYun.
It's not easy.

"Eh what size are you?"
"UK or US?"

THE GOLDEN AGE.
I stole my uncle's dvds from THE cabinet.
& I found myself in love with Elizabeth: The Golden Age.
Like WOW.
The costumes, the architecture, the acting, the dialogues were just
breathtakingly good.
But the storyline was quite bad.
"We mortals have too much weaknesses.
We feel too much, we hurt too much & all too soon we die."
Trust me I didn't even google that dialogue from Sir Walter Raleigh.
I am that in loveeee.
I also watched Princess & the Frog.
OMG WHY THE HELL DID RAY THE FIREFLY DIE?
It's a freaking Disney Fairytale animation.
Only the bad guys die and the good ones survive.
What kind of message are they trying to tell the younger generations?
If this is not a Disney production, I will be fine with his death.
I know I know, he ended up being a star next to Evangeline.
I think I'm just too attached with Ray, he's funny.

IT WASN'T COMPLETE DARKNESS.
Last night, there was no electricity at home.
So we all hung out at the balcony in my brother's room.
All the stars came out to shine & to ease our boredom.
It was just plain beautiful.
& I realised that the sky isn't a flat surface.
It's like a hemisphere.
I was probably delusional, but it was so real.
We are all just as insane.
& even if it's midnight,
it's not complete darkness.

Another day, another time,
I promise I'll be better.
I promise I will be your match.
& I don't break my promises.

♥ JiaYun.
It's easier to resist with my hands wrapped around my body.