"What do you want me to do for you then?"

IT WAS GREEN.
I saw this pretty, white top in Seventeen Magazine & it looked damn familiar.
Then the thought hit me this morning when I was flipping through it again.
"I saw that top on the rack a few months ago in KL."
& now, I'm beating myself for not getting it.
Sometimes, I really do hate myself.

DON'T BLINK, DON'T FROWN.
Individual photo session today in school.
Everyone was trying to look their best.
Her white shirt wasn't tucked in correctly, her blazer wasn't folded correctly,
her tie wasn't tied correctly.
My headband wasn't tight enough.
& I'm sure I looked horrible, like I always am.
But the photographer was funny.

I'm craving for some:


♥ JiaYun.
You just have to keep looking.

This is the most embarrassing day. EVER.

♡ JiaYun.
Empty love.

"Do you realise, there's something wrong with her lately?"
"She has always been like that."

ALWAYS WANTED ONE.
I spent my whole late afternoon watching Eagle Eye on HBO.
I forgot how much I loved this movie until I watched it again.
My emotions were on a roller coaster ride.
& to see how great of an actor he is, is just amazing.
He, Shia isn't one of those kids who grew up happily, because,
his father abused him mentally and physically when he was younger.
His dad used to dress him up as a clown and walked around the neighbourhood to earn money
because himself was just too busy smoking marijuana.
"My embarrassment factor didn't exist. I had fun, because I knew that in the middle of a performance my parents couldn't fight."
He was only 2.
This afternoon definitely rekindled my admiration for him.
Not forgetting, he's 5 feet 10".
Not bad, eh?

IT'S 2 WEEKS AWAY.
Chinese New Year is just around the corner.
We were planning,
we were thinking.
Where the hell are we going to spend our days?
I love holidays.
Especially festive ones.

How much, do you think, we need to bleed before we die?

♥ JiaYun.
With a lot of love.

"Is that the heart?"
"Yeah."
"It looks like a tiny piece of jelly."

6 DAYS IN A ROW.
We had school today.
We had biology class today.
We had to dissect frogs today.
I think the reasons why everyone came to school today
were because of the dissection
& also maybe because we get extra merit points for attending school.
It wasn't all that bad for me until.. I saw the frog lying right in front of me.
I had to pick it up to wash the frog a lil from the mud.
It wasn't all that bad until I had to slice that motionless thing into half.
It was all that bad until it was pronounced dead by me.
My teacher told us she used to eat frogs when she was little
but not anymore.
Maybe this is one of the smaller sacrifices you have to make if you want to be
a biology teacher.
Don't cry, darling. Everything will be alright.

EVERYTHING RED.
Because we didn't do it last year, we have to do it this year.
My parents want to hang the whole house with bright, red lanterns.
Noone is going to come to our house but that didn't stop them from
buying new lanterns just now.
Now, the living hall is filled with boxes of lanterns.
Yes, boxes.


A FEW YEARS&COUNTING.
If he didn't bring him up.
& if I'm right.
I've not thought bout him for almost a week.
This is actually.
Getting better.

BECAUSE HE ASKED FOR IT.





♥ JiaYun.
No envy.

"This is expensive."
"No, it's just a few bucks more."
"Yea, it's expensive."
"Just a few bucks more & you're doing something for the earth."

LET'S GO GREEN.
Let's start doing our part for the earth.
You can start by using recycled papers.
The process of making recycled papers is actually more complicated
than just making new ones out of trees, so recycled papers will cost more.
But think about it, just a few more bucks & you're reducing the amount
of wastage and rubbish, therefore saving mother nature.
There's so many things you can do daily.
Just go google them and start acting out your part.
This message is inspired by the people who kept mocking my brown-ish recycled exam pad.
You know who you are, love.

JUST STAND STILL, DON'T FAINT.
We had our usual monday's long assembly.
& the principal was being very pissy and started pointing out girls who turned to the back or to
the sides to talk to their friends.
What happened to the freedom of speech?
& our moral teacher was also very pissy this morning & started scolding us for no apparent reasons.
What happened to justice?

I'm craving for a glass of iced-cold teh tarik.
It is one of Malaysia' delicacies,
which reminds me of,
there's this blogger person named Dylana from California who will be travelling
to Asia and will be also dropping by Malaysia for a lil while.
I hope you will try some teh tariks!
& no, a scarf is not needed here in Malaysia coz the climate is too damn humid and hot.

THERE'S 13, NOT 12.
So I told my mom that SuJu will be coming to KL in March,
& she went, "Really, who is going?"
So I named everyone I know who is going she started going on and on
about how crazy those people/fans are.
SEEE. Like I expected.
No flailing, no excitement.
Just pure mumbling.

♥ JiaYun.
We went far enough.